I'm just a slightly nerdy hermit with a love for horses, books, and tea. I reside in the beautiful state of Oregon.
There is no date and no boy anymore. I don’t understand but if that’s where God has led us, so be it. The door is closed for now. I am sad and confused and now feel really down about myself… I love my friends, family, and horses more than anything, they are all I need. I just…. want to cry forever.
I can’t concentrate on my paper now, ugh. If it got serious with this guy I’d have to tell him about my what happened with my ex boyfriend and I dread that moment so much it aches. Nice Christian girls shouldn’t have skeletons in their closets. :(
I am just so worried. I don’t want to hurt him or scare him away. I’m not who I was back then… I pray everyday he’ll understand when the time comes. But, until then I cannot shake the feeling.
I don’t know if it’s a date-date but it will be similar, at least the idea of it being one is there. I’ve never been on a date. Holy cow I am flipping nervous now. One date doesn’t mean marriage right? I mean, this is the type of guy I would full-heartedly marry but. I. am. still. slightly. terrified.
I’m pretty sure I just got tentatively asked on a Christian date to go roller blading. Ahww so nerdy and cute. It would be fun. :3
Develop an interest in life as you see it; the people, things, literature, music - the world is so rich, simply throbbing with rich treasures, beautiful souls and interesting people. Forget yourself.